Wednesday, August 3, 2011


The purging of the emotions or relieving of emotional tensions, especially through certain kinds of art, as tragedy or music. Purgation. Psychotherapy that encourages or permits the discharge of pent-up, socially unacceptable affects. Discharge of pent-up emotions so as to result in the alleviation of symptoms or the permanent relief of the condition.

Whatever it is, I don't care, just get it out of me. I already left hell and I'm not going back. I work hard and put a lot of positive energy into the world, and the vast majority of material on VS is proof. I hate days that suck when they don't have to. I don't understand what the problem is. I did my absolute best today and feel like I got punished for it. WTF? There's no art, tragedy or music around to alleviate anything. Right now I prefer a sledgehammer to smash through walls and pound invisible enemies. If I could only see what I was fighting, I could break it or crush it. Instead I can only spit through this keyboard and then go to the gym tomorrow and try and beat the anger out of me. Life, you either need to help me, or get out of my way. I'm tired of fighting you, and I deserve better.